I'm "Special"

Finding your truth is never easy, and at times it can feel like an illusion. The lines blur and we have a hard time knowing what is the truth of our heart vs. the illusion we created. That illusion is often fed by old programming- that which parents, ministers, teachers, friends, or society told you were “the truth”. Casting off the shackles of social norms have never been a problem for me. After all, I am a nomadic traveling energy healer who hires clowns and magicians for a living. For me, the greatest challenge has been seeing and honoring that the gifts that I possess serve a purpose, and learning how to turn those into something I can share with the world.
 
It was no accident that you came here with your particular skills, thought patterns, or special abilities. You knew when coming here that these traits would help you achieve your soul contracts. But we have not been taught to see these special abilities as “Special”. Growing up, we saw those who excelled in sports, music, or arts labeled as the special ones with the most potential. “High grades, high hopes”, seemed to be the message. But we all don’t fit into those categories, and for good reason.
 
From a very early age, I knew that I didn’t “Fit In”. Even now, I have friends and family who label me as “Odd”. I’m quite okay with that now, and luckily my husband likes odd things. But, for a young person, that can translate to “I don’t measure up”.  Some of this thought pattern has carried over into my adult life, particularly when it comes to my spiritual evolution.
 
I had a conversation with a friend recently, and we were sharing with each other our personal experiences and life transformations since our Marconic Recalibration. I realized when speaking to him that he far surpasses me in terms of what he is capable of from and esoteric perspective. This isn’t the first time I have felt like this when conversing amongst my circle of “Odd Friends”. Some are consciously astral traveling, spending time in the fifth dimension or beyond, at will. Others are seeing auras, orbs, unicorns, or spaceships. Others are talking with angels and guides the same as you and I having a conversation over a cup of tea. I do none of these things! I must not be meditating enough, or not paying close enough attention, I must try harder, I have so much catching up to do… Lies, Lies, Lies! Those simply are not my gifts. Don’t get me wrong; I am still evolving and growing and learning, and new skills and gifts will be downloaded when I need them. But I must first learn how to use the gifts and tools I do have before I can develop more. Mastery is not about matching another’s abilities, or being able to have conversations with Buddha. It is about fully embracing and harnessing your God given gifts.
 
Yet here was this friend, treating me as a spiritually evolved equal, and seeking my knowledge and perspective on a matter. This allowed me to step into my integrity and my sovereignty and come to a few of my own realizations. I have been trying to find a way to share my gifts with others, and help people awaken. I’ve obtained large amounts of know-how over the years through reading, studying, classes and workshops. Surly I can put together a program with lots of useful and fun things I can share.
 
I sought out different avenues, such as hosting my own workshops and retreats. But there was a fear and uncertainty within me that asked “Are you qualified? What do you have to offer? Do you think you are spiritually advanced enough? What if you have someone who attends is more evolved and connected, or stumps you with a question? What could you possibly teach them? It would seem like kindergarten to someone else.” All of these doubts make me feel small and lead me to think I’m just not ready.
 
Me, small? What utter bullshit! I AM SOVEREIGN! I AM A TITAN!
 
I have come to realize that my greatest gifts are my truth and my simplicity in message. I am not here to teach you how to talk to angels, how to channel your guides through automatic writing, or how to use crystals. I am here to teach you how to stand in your integrity and sovereignty by being that example for you. From this place, I can reach many more people and give you what I feel is the greatest of gifts- self discovery of your divinity. It is practical, real, and relatable. There is no disappointment from your “average” (I hate that word, but it serves it’s purpose here) person if they cannot see an orb. I’m not teaching you magic tricks. I am opening the gateway to allow you to expand your consciousness and find alignment with your Higher Self. When you are in alignment with your Higher Self and I Am at source, you have all the tools you need! You do not need angels or crystals to help you. They are all trying to get you to reestablish your connection with your Higher Self and Oversoul. We continue to look to outside sources for assistance, and they keep trying to get us to look within for what we truly need. As you come closer and closer to this truth, you will find your guides and angels step back and take a hands off approach, like a parent who knows when it’s time to let their children claim their own independence.
 
So, I will continue to share my truth here, in the hopes that it helps you find your own truth. This may require you to peel back the layers of insecurities, doubt, and useless programming. But the hidden gem that is you deserves to come into the light to shine. Your truth is beautiful.
 
Namaste.
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Written by: Elizabeth DiPace means Peace
www.ElizabethDiPace.com